Where do I even start with overthinking I’m actually over thinking about why I am writing about over thinking now if you know what I mean ( you most likely don’t ). Everytime something good happens in my life’s like a new relationship for example I over think ever inch of it and normally end up wrecking the whole thing all togever, I think it comes down to deep past relationships and abuse. How my heart is even still in my chest I do not know the amount of heartache and hurt, pain ect I have been through and here I am getting putting my heart on the sleeve. A part me is like hey girl stop been so dumb his only going to hurt you ect then the other part is like maybe you just need to think positive and hope for the best. Surely it must get to a point where I get the happiness I deserve and if not i have just got to look at it like this I have been through bigger and worst I can get through anything!!!!